Best

Ha, this guy. We had this little I don't know the proper word, sortovish fling back on sophomore year. He was an alumnus of my high school. His words fascinate me I don't know. He's kinda sweet. One night when I was lost in Starmall, Mandaluyong and, literally, can't find my way home. I gm-ed everybody asking how to commute from there to my house. I was not really that worried since I can take a cab and just pay when I arrive at my house. Anyway, my tito already found and picked me up, when he texted saying, "Uy, nasaan ka? Susunduin kita." YES HE SAID THAT. Ah, I almost died of kilig never even had the littlest thought someone would do me such favor. He and his super-complicated-girlfriend got back together and our sortovish fling ended and we became friends. Very good friends. We even call each other "best"

Gian and I broke up on November of the year after last and I was very very very sad. I remembered crying unconsciously because of the pain. It was really hard. I talked to him and I told him I wanted ice cream. I was surprised when he said he would buy me ice cream right away. I was even more surprised when he texted me saying he was on his way to my place and he will buy me ice cream and asked if he should bring with him a hanky or whatever just in case I would burst in tears. And yes, he arrived and really bought me ice cream.

He is single now and we are still good friends.

One night when we were texting he admitted he still has feelings for me and told me many things. I almost screamed in shock when he told me this.. "E kasi naman e. Ang hirap din naman pigilin yung nararamdaman ko sayo. Hindi naman nagbago. At hindi magbabago." I WAS FUCKING ALL LIKE, "WHAT?" and "WEHH ASA" I was really shocked. but he told me he was, like, ready to be the 2nd choice. I mean it's not like I have choices because he is my friend. he is one of my close friends. I even consider him my best friend. I don't know if I friendzone-d him or whatever.

I dunno I was really shocked and I don't know. K whatever